I am empty, that seems to be a bad thing but I see it as good, last year I died to myself and it seems like such a terrible, terrible thing to go through but its not
I died and I should in order to live the life God wanted me to have-no matter how painful it may feel like, I choose this life because the truth is there is no other life I can bear to live, so this year im choosing to stick it out, be happy where I am and embrace my God given season-because He has allowed it. This is my lot and I should see Him in it, yes let my face be diluted along with my dreams, my wants and all that I need.
It is in dying to ourselves that we truly learn to live the life He has planned and prepared. When our life becomes a blur and every situation seems to be foggy, that’s when we can perfectly see a different picture- a life in His perspective. So I should be brave and cast out my fears and throw myself fully into 2012 because the truth is, my life is His from the moment it was conceived, I am not my own, I’ve been bought with the most precious blood and wherever my Lord desires to bring my life into, that’s my perfect place, that’s where I am most happy.
“I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.”
John 12:24-25
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